I am a genuinely friendly person, my Motto :When I am in Need: I m there wid ya indeed !!
I believe the more friends you have : the more peace around with you; which has nice side-effects of laughter & joy.

I think unnecessarily when solving ne friend's problem ! Have been tagged- Advisor by many !!

I know that I should not overdo my play bt whats life without a bit of fun , eh ??

I want few million things lolz :P

I have a crush on my fave actress down south - Trisha : for her Smile [Squeee] and the fact that we have the same surnames [hehe] !!

I wish for all the happiness for every1 : all well : m well !!!

I hate 1- untrustworthy people just because they r untrustworthy
2- vamps who DO exist - just imagine- sum people spending most of their tym scheming against others..... hate them !!
3- Back biters - U got guts , say stuf on my face. i wont mind half of it than if u have
been bitching stuff behind my back which has no links, whatsoever, to reality !!

I miss school days yaar,,,,,, golden period of my [well almost every1's] Life !!

I fear falling from heights : both physically and emotionally !!

I feel i have stuff to share to people like my Poems :[ but m scared of their reactions !! ]

I hear the Inflation Rate has reached a whopping 11.7%,,,, Damn man.. holy shit !!
[ it zoomed from a mere 5.34 % ] this is da economist in me ;-) influential econimix !!

I smell like Me.... every identity has a distinct smell....it depends on What Deo u use na!! lolz

I crave for more exitement, challenges, and a fresh yet unexpected twist in my Fate [Life] !!

I search using Google. I am wid 89% of the world man.... Undoubtedly.... i m fascinated by the the Whole Evolution leading to Revolution concept !! [n1 this is !!]

I wonder why do gurls jump to mysterious conclusions which are logically IMPOSSIBLE 2 cum 2 !! [I kno dis is gonna earn me sum beatings ;p]

I regret not maintaining mah 1st relationship [ :( hmmmm]

I love watching certain films which I can endure several re-runs forever n ever Just for the pleasure of watching the Direction!! hail peter jackson !!!

I ache not being able to be infectious the way certain people are !! the moment they come- u kno n the whole atmosphere is bazoomed with their vibez !!!

I care a lot about people .. specially close friends : I am Emoti, & Senti : i just cant c any1 in pain/ tears/ sad !! I'll do whatever I can to help lighten their day.... If u genuinely help 1 person a day..... U heart is filled with a certain ,inexplicably palpable content !!

I always plan for Things I intend to do in the day and things never seem 2 happen the way i want them 2 !! [ thats the same problem wid many people in the world ] !! B Positive !!!

I am not a person who can retaliate quickly. it takes a real reason to , and in such an instigated mood my anger takes hold of me.... just like wid The hulk,, n I dunno what I do !!
[dunno whether this is good/ Bad ??- depends on the situation i believe !!]

I believe my smile can make others smile,,,, its a universal means of communication !!!
[ and a good exercise for the 42 muscles of ur face !! ]

I dance generally ok . [like crazy during ganpati festival... lurvee it, i 4get myself] But the fact remains tht Sum people are such awesome dancers, thats what they are gud at, mebbe I m gud at other stuff,,,, One cant do EVERYTHING u know.... !!!! atleast thats how god made most people. But those who can - hail u people !!!!

I cry if I see something very touching.I'm very emotional. [like kal Ho Na ho turns me in2 a Human Hosepipe [;)] ]

I fight for things I m Right about. but I m not very stubborn : its like getting forced to move about even when U dun want 2 !!

I don’t always get things right. I m human.. I make mistakes !!!!

I write Poems... Luv them. Its not as if I have to really Use my brain. I think about a particular topic and my brain just churns up stuff [which has meaning & rhymes] n I just like catch the flow thats coming out.. so if i am in a bus when a particluar line strikes me, I have 2 jot it down before it sublimates !!!!
I like Writing in general -like essays in ur English Exams- luv spewing up massive stuff- I even have 3-4 themes for novels..and started on an Indian Myth like LOTR meets Eragon meets Indian stuff .. but its lying sumwhere in my drawer !! hmmmmm
[ the idea is good but derivative which means its not such a Good idea after all ;-) ]

I win the Full House in Housie sumwhat repeatedly.... My Luck is peculiar.. in extremes... its either in cartloads else none @ all !!!

I lose in Computer games... Like them but am just fair in mostly all [ Save GTA and CS ] !!

I never 1- took so long to think .... this involved fewer thought process than during our exams !! :-)
2- lose my temper !! [sum problem eh ?]
3- study for exams in time [always Last Time Studies ]
But the best part the 60-70-80 Formula ::
Study 60% of the portion , Write 70% of the paper correctly n score 80% howzzat !

I confuse myself sometimes regarding potential decisions !! which path to choose !!

I listen to music Madly, Music as in EVERYTHING... genre has no meaning... its da music... !! I m a big Music addict.... Love listening to new combinations n effects !!

I can usually be found on Orkut : hail orkut Buykotten or whateverhisnamewas : the Founder Of orkut,,,, !!

I am scared of losing my Sanity, sans vanity amidst profanity !! [;)] lolz !!!

I need to be more emotionally strong.. n physically toned... need 2 ht da gym [bt m 2 lazy 2 exercise !!]

I am happy about Everything I have.. n every1 I have known !! This is a fabulous place to be.. so treasure ur moments carefully !! [rhymes]


LURVE BLOGGING.... FOR A CHANGE FRoM DA USUAL POSTING POEMS.... I DID THIS... HPE U ALL LIKE IT !!!! considering the fact that it just took me 25 minutes to do it !!! Thanx Anubha,,,, !!! ciao until my next post !!! njoi,, tc. God Bless All !!!

SMILE

The World is full of pain & strife
Arguments springing up between husband & Wife;
No one in the World is at peace:
Stop It ! Enough Now,,, Please !!

We have long forgotten the power of joy
Let us Learn to laugh, every girl & boy
Let a string of joy adorn our face
Let a smile evoke happiness in every place.

Yes- Smile is indeed the remover of pain;
With happiness our long lost joys, we can gain
Let us light this world up with our smiles.
Joy And happiness lasting for miles.

For when people ,afar, see our caring smile
Forget they will, their own sorrows , awhile
Make merry and celebrate with festive cheer
Laughter's the best Medicine, its quite clear.

For when man entombs his sorrows with joy
Even nature will laugh freely being coy,
Birds and beasts, feeling at calm, will also join
For laughing is free, it doesn't demand a coin !

Thus spite, grief and greed will flee
Hearts of men pumping joyousness with glee;
Man will soon forget the meaning of war
The world will rejoice, joy spread afar.

So ye, denizens of the Earth, hearken:
Do not let the clouds of sorrow in you darken,
Relive life as you haven't lived before, afresh
Live life amongst laughter & happiness !!

- K Aravind
28.9.05

Still in Love With You

Still ..........


After All We Have Been Through
The Tears Still Fall The Same Way
And I’m Still In Love With You
Like I Have Been Since That First Day

No Matter How Bad I’m Hurting
I Still Have Your Smile In My Mind
But I Still Cry Myself To Sleep
And Think About You All The Time

It’s So Hard To Forget You
When You Were My First True Love
And Everytime I Think Of You
You Get Harder To Let Go Of

I Wouldn’t Be Hurting This Bad
If I Haven’t Loved You So Much
I Wouldn’t Cry All The Time
If I Hadn’t Been So Crushed

I Still Wake Up In The Morning
With A Smile On My Face
But Then I Remember You r Not With Me
And That Smile I Quickly Erase

It Will Take Some Time To Forget You
But I Know In My Heart I Will
For Now I’ll Cry Myself To Sleep
Because I Love You Still.........

One Day....

If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away--
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.

If one day you don't want to listen to anyone..
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.

If one day there is no one by your side
Call me
I promise to be there for you for hours
And never make you feel alone.

If one day your heart is broken by someone
Call me
I don’t promise to heal your trauma
But I will try to share your pain.

But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you....

Flower

Flower

Full many a flower is born to blush unseen
And waste its sweetness in the desert air
Callous is the blazing sun, yet
Bravely sees off its murderous glare.

Blooms unscathed, untouched by fate
Nurtured by the sweet breeze's touch
Yet this climate, its petals come to hate
Only the flower does not mind it much.

Standing like a glorious warrior endeth a war
Triumphed victoriously fragrance prevails
Yet the granules, cannot its beauty ,mar
To this, impetuously the earth hails.

Scared not, unscathed by the coolness undone
Braves alone the harshness of its world
When dew drops shine, it shares its fun
Brings out its full beauty, petals unfurled.

Many summers pass by, Winters covered it aplenty
Spring nurtured it awhile, blessed by the Rain
Its time to pass has yet come near, dainty,
Gathers the remaining days ahead to gain.
This creation saw the luminiscent shades of youth
Enjoyed a quiet yet lush midsummers dream
When the Time draws near, it is uncouth
Paleness prevails, turns white like cream.
Great courage has it fought with before
Still fights but knows Nature's victory
I salute You ! O desert flower of lore
In your courage alone lies your glory.
You teach a lesson of great courage to all
Fight against all odds and at all times
Must you not flinch awhile or sway asunder , shall
Then courage be with you , so it chimes.
Now when its your time to be re-united ,lay amongst, with the earth
Covered fully in a white blanket of snow,
Great Nature ! Courage is but thy name- its Girth
May thousands like You, in your place, grow.
- K Aravind
6-10-05

You.....

You....................................

You.. came into my Life one day
Bought colors in my life , that which is gray
You changed my world- turned it upside down
You.. with Your golden curls & eyes- light brown.

You tought me meaning of the word- joy,
You bought happiness in my life - o boy!
I had waited long, for this moment divine
To be lucky to be entrusted to her,the feminine.

You bought me luck and shared my sorrow
You were there always for me, no worry of t'morrow
You were my umbrella sheilding me from the rain
Whilst wid You, i was so happy, You were an antidote to pain.

You were there for me as no 1 else was,dear,
You let me know no grief or pain or fear
You were in me as much as I was in you
Frankly speaking, i was deeply in love with you.

Now I felt you even when you weren't around
In you, a strange joy , my heart found.
U were in my thoughts, swirling in and out
We were deeply connected- there was no doubt.

I was totally lost in you, from so deep within
I knew no difference between virtue or sin.
My heart bubbled full of love so pure.
I would gladly give myself up for you, I'm sure.

But then things dont remain the way we want them to be,
We were ripped forcibly apart, you and me.
Never to be together , not destined to live as one,
Life's sweetest memory now lay undone.

My dream of us two being together now lay shatterred,
And important things lay aside, it didn't matter
The broken shards of my dream now pierced my eyes
Life ,lost meaning,theres no truth -only lies.


Now my Life was handicapped, as i lay forsaken
My heart no longer mine as it was taken
For you, now my mind knew no longer how to think
Sleep evaded me, could no nothing just blink.

Life took its time to come close back to whats normal
Everything was hazy, things very much formal.
I recovered slowly , as if from a malicious disease
Finally I was getting together, piece by piece.

Now as I remenisce backwards about all that happened
Long ago, on you , my heart did sorely depend
Now i say, with a bandage on my injured heart
I managed to piece together all that had fallen apart.

The greatest pain of all ,that numbs with wicked panache,
Is that which is the uncommonly common heartache.
Give your heart, if you must, to someone you feel your own
And treasure their heart as how you would, like your own.

- K. Aravind
23.5.2008

Missing You

Amazing and Touching stuff.....