Alone

I sat alone

Lost & forlorn,

Totally heartbroken,

I was just on my own.

I was numb,

Paralysed by shock,

Unable to comprehend,

This tragedy, behemoth!

I sat in silence,

Somehow bearing the pain,

Tears began to fall,

Like drops of rain.

I felt like a newborn baby,

Totally alone in the world,

I could do nothing,

For away from you I was hurled!

Fate is indeed cruel,

It tore me apart from you,

I want you back somehow,

I cant begin my life anew!

Oh my angel,

Come back to me,

For without you,

Life is hardly worth living I see.

The Lord took you close,

And forsake me under the skies,

My world suddenly froze

And everything seemed a lie!

You went where I couldn't follow,

You went away from me,

You really became an angel,

Whom I no longer could see.

I end this now,

Get up and walk away,

Knowing not what road lies ahead,

& How long like this I am going to stay....

When I Close My Eyes

When I Close My Eyes

I know when I close my eyes,
They spread their wings to fly.
I can see their halos glow,
when I close my eyes.

They drift amongst the clouds,
always looking down.
Watching over me when days go by.
I know they do this when I close my eyes.

I bet they talk about my love and hates
and they can determine my own fate
And I bet they talk to God each night
To make sure what I do at night.

But God didn't put wings on friends,
though I do not know why.
Because I know that they are angels
Every time I close my eyes.